FANGIRL AT LARGE!

Hello Everyone!

I recently posted a music video on Youtube that I did for a project a year ago (which I am very proud of btw). Please take a look and go to the youtube site for it and post a comment on it. I would really like to hear from you and what everyone thinks.

Granted, I must warn you that it is a Final Fantasy X and X-2 combo AMV so for all the people who DO NOT like the games, please watch it anyway. I would like to hear your comments as well to see if this video makes it look better than it actually is (in all of your opinions).



Enjoy!

-B452

This is a song that I have been trying to find for a couple of weeks.

( I am your worst nightmare Braxton! )

Hey Guys!

Just wanted to post some of the project I am working on for a screenwriting class I am in. Don't be surprised to be confused, it's supposed to be that way. Anyway, here goes. Tell me what you think, okay?

( LAMINAK- Act One, Scene One )

(B-chan> *appears* Good Evening to you all....

(Annir> Uhm...B? It's still morning.

(B-chan> I don't care of it looks like the sun is out! The night is with us all...and the magnificent ebony will consume us within its embrace and plunge us into everlasting darkness!

(Annir> Is that an Kingdom Hearts reference?

(B-chan> It could be? It was in my head at the time of that little speech >.>

(Annir> Stuck in Halloween Town are you?

(B-chan> ...possibly >.>;

(Annir> Why don't you just say "Happy Halloween" to everyone... *pat pat* ...it will be better this way.

(B-chan> You sure?

(Annir> Just say it.

(B-chan> *sweatdrops and bows his head* Happy Halloween everyone...

(Annir> That's better--

(B-chan> We shall join together and collaborate with the collection of candy in order to sacrifice to the Gods and Goddesses of Death and the Night!

(Annir> Oh brother...

B-chan >Happy Halloween Everyone!

Okay, this is my first ever drabble and I just got the idea from listening to the english version of the opening of D.N. Angel sung by Vic Mignogna (Dark Mousy), and rewatching the first episode of the series. Yes, it is a DarkXDaisuke drabble, but it was so cute in my head that I just had to dish it out.

( Lullaby )

There! Done...hope you like it!!

*flees* See you all later!

-B-chan

Hidey ho! I know I am still distant on LJ, and I know I will get a scolding for not being on much...*bows at Isabelle* I am sorry that I don't have my villian up yet. I will email the scematics to you soon....just don't count me out just yet in Second World!

I have been at school for two weeks now and things have been going on a shaky start...especially for my hope and dream that I wanted to do next year ( i.e. go for my second degree ). As it turns out, I am able to graduate with my BA by May 2008...this is not my problem. My -problem- is that my GPA is still TOO LOW to get into my second degree. Which leaves me in a bind as for what I am going to do. But! I do have a plan in mind to figure out what I should do in order to get into my second degree in the late future....retake courses!! Whee!

Although, I am surprised that my mother is agreeing for me to retake the bad classes I did way back in year 1 ( where I was nearly kicked out of school for >.> ). Since...well, she IS the one that has mainly put me through school all this time ( except for this year when my dad took the reigns....which kinda surprised me seeing my father taking interest in my education o.o ). I am glad to have them to get me through University...not to brag, seriously. I wouldn't have gotten this far if it wasn't for them ( I would probably be in the same state my brother and sister are into...which I would not like to elaborate on right now. )

Classes are awesome though. I love my classes alot ( although I am afraid of falling asleep which I have almost been doing...sorry professors! ). For military history, I am taking a course in WWI, a course in WWII, and conventional warfare since 1945. I gotta laugh when I called up my mom and she asked the other day: "What did you learn today hun?" and I replied, "Hiter's Foreign Policies for Nazi Germany, Nuclear technology and chemical warfare, and the improvement of rifles and artillery before the Great War."...after that, my mother went silent and my friends who were listening in muttered, "Oh dear." XD. My other two courses, one is about the history of sexuality ( as in, heterosexuality, homosexuality; stuff like that starting in the Victorian Era and working our way into the present ), and the other is Screenwriting. I have been jumping for joy with these courses when I am not infested with a disease from the other students in my classes.

Getting away from school, I recently watched "Wicked: The Musical" on Youtube the other day...and I mean the WHOLE musical. I was jumping up and down that finally! I got to figure out how all the songs from the soundtrack fit with the plot of the "Wizard of OZ"! And my second favorite thing about seeing it was...it had Idena Mendel and Kristin Chenworth ( forgive me on the spelling ) as the main roles, since in different places in the world they had a different cast in each area. I was in heaven, besides the horrible picture quality...but the audio was loud and that's all I needed.

And as for tonight, I am going over to a friends house ( earthstar's if all my friends wanna know ^-^ ) to watch.... *inserts a drumroll* AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER season 3! It's premiering this afternoon on YTV at 5-6 atlantic standard time! So, if anyone was interested...the premiere is tonight and I have been waiting a long time to see my Zuko back on the air! *squeals like a school girl*

So, right now I am running out of time because I got a few errands I need to run before I head over to Jo-chan's and prepare for the this year's Fall hit!
I hope to update soon once again!

All the best!
B-chan

Be a voice actorn for ADV, Geneon, or FUNimation!

Hello everyone,

No, I am not yet dead. I am sorry for the very long gap of 'WTF? Where did she go?' moment. I have been very busy since school ended and all I have been able to do is focus my time to work and earn money for a very special trip to Toronto next year in May 2008. So don't worry, I haven't gone missing or died or anything (my friends at work had made sure of that) and I am trying to get somethings done on the side that I have been putting off for months (especially for secondlina I will have everything done eventually...please don't forget about me!).

So, there isn't much to say about what I have been doing. As stated before, I did get a job and have been working for a little over 3 weeks now. It's...interesting. To say the least. The hours are crazy but I have worked through them...although my body says different since I look like a cripple around the house from standing up for 8 hours straight for a shift. I just hope that I won't lose my job for not being able to do my job right half the time thanks to bad joint problems everywhere on my body *le sigh*.

And yes, when I do get my money for my trip, THEN I can spend it on things that I will want to buy (i.e. a Wii and possibly a couple of box sets of anime that I have been oogling forever!). Which reminds me that I do have to send a couple of packages out to some of my US friends down south for late gifts for some holiday that I cannot remember (sorry guys! You will get them eventually, I assure you).

And, since with my wacky hours at work, I will now try to make an effort to be on the computer more once I get my laptop fixed (I am on my bf's computer while he's at work right now). It needs to be junked because it's a piece of crap.

Anyway, I am going to go and rest up for tomorrow night, since I work and won't have my day off until Monday. Ciao everyone! See ya all on the otherside.

Dear God...why am I submitting to this?

1) Tell you why I friended you.
2) Associate you with a song/film.
3) Tell a random fact about you.
4) Tell a first memory about you.
5) Associate you with a character/pairing.
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
7) Show you my favourite user pic of yours.
8) In retort, you can repost this in your LJ.

Yes...I finally destroyed the promise I had for myself and broke down and joined Facebook just like everyone else I know at University...-.-...I am so ashamed...I am going to be SO addicted to this fad for a very long time...like I couldn't just decide not to join social sites and live my life like a hermit like I always hoped I would do...-.-

I need some ice cream in my life...

Anywho, here is my Facebook if anyone wants to look at what the heck I am talking about. Join the craze if you like...it's going to be around for a very long time...

Facebook me!

-B-chan

Title: "An Alternate Universe Crossover Remix!": A Prelude to Chaotic Fantasies Everywhere
Author: bloodangel452
Genre: Action/Adventure, Romance, Comedy, Fantasy
Rating: 14A
Words: 1275

Note: This was made from an RP I am GMing currently. Since this baby is still new and fresh, I decided to take the online posts and transcribing them into somewhat a story format. I hope you all enjoy. (And to my players: Do not kill me )

( Chapter 2: Spiritual Enlightenment )

Your comments about this story is greatly appreciated!! ^-^

Title: "An Alternate Universe Crossover Remix!": A Prelude to Chaotic Fantasies Everywhere
Author: bloodangel452
Genre: Action/Adventure, Romance, Comedy, Fantasy
Rating: 14A
Words: 1184

Note: This was made from an RP I am GMing currently. Since this baby is still new and fresh, I decided to take the online posts and transcribing them into somewhat a story format. I hope you all enjoy. (And to my players: Do not kill me )

( Chapter 1: An Unexpected Scenario )

Your comments about this story is greatly appreciated!! ^-^

I just wanna give a shout out to dqbunny since it's her birthday today! Whoo!!!

So I've had this thought in my head since the weekend...and as dumb or silly as it is...I might want to try it out some time.

It's been a long time since I've written any fanfiction at all. (the AVATAR drabble doesn't count yet because I don't know what I am going to do with it. And if people dare to try to find my past submissions to fanfiction.net, I will find you and dig out your eye balls and keep them in a jar! You have been warned!! ). So, while sitting at A-chan's house waiting for gullwhacker to pick me up...I suddenly got this brainstorm. Most of you won't have any clue as to what I am talking about...but as for the rest of you, I am sure that you will get the reference if I haven't told you already.

To start, I've been watching/stalking a community called secondworld_rpg for I'd say for a month and a half now. The people who RP there (and who I have talked) to are awesome and really nice, and their creativity in what they type up in their RP is astounding! I wanna read more guys! You all rock! And that means your characters too! "Zuzu is LOVE!"...you know what? I really need to put that on a T-shirt someday.... knightreborn would try to steal it from me...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

But continuing with my idea...I thought that it would be a good story idea to make a University AU with the characters from their RPG...although it's going to take a little while to get everything sorted out because each character is in their developmental phases...and the plan I have for professors won't come up until after
some of the plot has gone through a couple of its fruition phases (which I have been waiting impatiently to see >.>;). I have been thinking of some of the situations I would make (which just gave me the crazy idea of..."Maybe I should be a GM and get everyone to just RP the craziness out instead" .... a very BAD idea!!!) as well as some of the temporary couplings (and I am not going to say who is with whom. That is a BIG secret that I am going to keep for myself. *shifty eyes* If word got out about them I would probably be horribly maimed. *hides the papers*

And already I have a request to give Zuzu a pony...don't ask me why, but I am considering it for funny reasons....

But, does anyone else think that it's a good idea? I mean, I think so...but maybe, if anyone doesn't mind...giving me some ideas to play around with as well. I know that I will probably have to wait awhile for things to start in the fic (which I can happily wait for. It will give me time to make some ideas myself of what to put in the fic).

Anyway, I should stop my ramblings and get back to trying to sleep. Laters All!

B-chan

Ugh...I am having trouble remembering what I was going to write so I might as well type it all up now before this week is over.

( Last Week )

( This Week )

Now, I am just chilling until my parents get back from the funeral. I am just resting now, and I really needed it.

I will talk more about today later. Right now, I need some good sleep. Ciao for now!

B-chan

http://www.vgcats.com/comics/?strip_id=226 <-- Just....WHY?!

So, I got this crazy idea to change the look of my LJ. Check it out! Tell me if you like it! *continues to play with the features* MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

*flees* I will post my thoughts tomorrow when I have free time!!!

-B-chan

Hey all. I decided to make an AVATAR: The Last Airbender drabble just for fun. It's my first one, and it might become a chapter story, I am not sure yet. I just wanted to write it down before I forget it. This happens after the end of Season Two of the show, so there is a lot of tension and sadness happening early. Well, here goes nothing. Give me your opinions okay? I want to know if I should continue or not.

Title: The River People
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 936
( A Cold, Somber Night )

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U-Uhm...well...I made this drawing a couple of days ago...and I finally got it scanned thanks to earthstar_chan . I didn't know what to do with it, but I thought I would try to color it...so, Here it is...

( Sketch Color Trial...you have been warned! )

Uhm...be gentle!

-B-Chan

February...the month of love and Valentines. Feel the squishy, cuddly goodness of someone hugging you and asking if you will be theirs....okay! I am done saying too much for someone to rant to me about how Valentines suck for a holiday and is a worthless day to celebrate. Believe me, I have heard it though the entire month of January, I can spare a few minutes of my life to listen to people rant to me more once the day finally comes around.

I am so behind in my classes due to lack of sleep, or illness. I only had 2.5 hours of sleep last night because of a midterm I had this morning, WHICH I did and I think I did really well on it despite me almost falling asleep around the end of it. I am sitting in one of the large student lounge right now typing this...oh, if only I could see how many influenza bugs that are going through this building right now: it would give me a reason to GTFO and actually go home and rest for the weekend.

A-chan and I are going to a drama play tonight- English class assignment for me, date for the two of us for him. It's been a long time since we've been to a play, so this will be an exhilarating experience...since the play is about the Spanish influenza that spread killing many in 1918...yeah, fun times. I get a discount on it so whee! earthstar_chan couldn't make it tonight because she has a cold. She's been very busy working on a lot of things at once: school work, graduating stuff, I really don't blame her for not going. She needs her rest! So I am not going to yell at her because she couldn't make it- there are other plays to go to so I am not worried. ^-^

Okay, as a random idea, I am going to go through all of the games that I have gotten recently that I haven't beaten yet (I know...someone slap me):

-Tales of the Abyss (I know gullwhacker will be mad at me when he finds out that I haven't beaten that game yet)
-Dragon Quest VIII
-Final Fantasy XII
-Paper Mario: The Thousand Year Door
-Paper Mario (the original!!! WHOO! I got it for Christmas from an internet friend! Yay!)
-Guitar Hero II
-The Movies: Stunts & Effects
-Black & White II (Which I got for $20, and it keeps being a pain and crashing on me most of the time which pisses me off)

So! That is my list of games...and it's going to continue to pile up at this rate since I am trying NOT to play games while getting my homework done.

What else can I talk about? Oh yeah! My plans for the weekend! Another weekend at A-chan's house! Whoo! Hmm....well, there isn't much that is different except that I will be HOPING to go to a birthday dinner for my older sister just so we can get it over with tomorrow night. Her ACTUAL birthday is in January and now it's February and we haven't celebrated it like we had PLANNED to. So, hopefully we can get some of us together so we can sit down and enjoy it while celebrating my sisters 29th year on earth. I will be going to earthstar_chan 's house for anime late because of the dinner, and then going home late afterward. For sunday...I am invited to another birthday that is on the day of the persons birthday (which is an amazement for me to see), but I don't really know if I should go because I haven't talked to this person for a long time...hmm...I don't know, but I will think of something.

Anyway, that's my rambling for now. I will talk to you all later...and by the way...SOMEONE POST TO ME OR SOMETHING! I feel like I am talking to a wall! *sniffles*

So, I have gotten almost the entire medical package in my lifetime. Here's what has been done so far:

-Lab/Blood Tests (over 20 different vials of blood taken, which doesn't count actual blood donations)
-CT Scan
-EEG
-MRI
-ECG

Sounds fun huh? The only thing I haven't gotten yet is an X-ray (AT the hospital. I've had dental X-rays up the whazoo now). They keep on testing me for things that might be problematic, but I never seem to have a problem! Even though, I do have some sort of malady wrong with me at the time. I mean, just today I had to go to this morning for more blood tests and an ECG so I can get my heart, thyroid, and iron checked. Isn't that fun? It's not like I have a bad time with needles and a lot of wires and stickers put on me, it's just that when there is something that I feel is wrong, the doctor signs me up for all of these things and come up with nothing! Normal! Negative!

Speaking of dental. It seems that there is my major problem right there. I have 1-2 more root canals to deal with, which means that I am popping my good ol' friends: Mr. Penicillin and Mr. Codeine! I can't seem to win when it comes to my teeth. I've had them knocked out, chipped, filled more times than needed, root canaled (Three so far in my current school year), and pulled out. And then you add on the root canals that I still have to get (which won't be done until May 1st...x.x Pain...owie!). Will this tyranny against my ability to eat ever end! My teeth are in a conspiracy to overthrow me!

*takes her pills like a good little girl and gags* Seriously body, this really has to stop!

Well, this hasn't been a good two days. Getting allergies/cold as well as having a large snowstorm to prevent me from going to school, it really sucks. All throughout Thursday morning I was sniffling, blowing my nose, making my nose, face and cheeks hurt alot. Ugh...I couldn't believe how that burning sensation felt. This was all at home mind you, I am back at A-chan's because I couldn't stand it any longer...and right now I am starting to sneeze again...which isn't good.

Today...A-chan and I got snowed in, and I wasn't going to even try to attempt to drive on those snowy roads. I missed all of my classes, but right now- I really don't care. I wanted to make sure that my life was okay than going to school.

Anyway, I am going to try and rest some more. *waves* Talk to you all later!

B-chan

Okay, I finally got home after a nice five day sleepover I had at my boyfriends *squeeze and nuzzles*. As much as I love going to his house and spending time in the city with him by my side to kick off the bed, it's nice to be in the quiet countryside with my many pillows and blankets that I DON'T HAVE TO SHARE WITH ANYONE ELSE! HA! *pretends her boyfriend is a pillow and hugs it* I am sorry A-chan...I didn't mean it like that...I love having a bed hog for a boyfriend. *nuzzle nuzzle* Although, I finally got to give my hair the proper wash it needed because I didn't bring my shampoo at his lack of shampoo house. >.<

Well, I can finally say that I have tried and tested all six of my courses yesterday (although, running on 26 hours without sleep can really make you forget a lot of things a student needs to do for homework >.>;). I got to meet with professor #6 for this term, and he's really nice. I get to spend two of my courses with earthstar_chan for the rest of the winter term. *sniffles* It's really going to be sad to see her graduate and leave me again. But! She has a life that she needs to pursue, and if she's happy where she is going, then I can't stop her now can I? gullwhacker, one of my closest friends/internet brother/and earthstar_chan 's hubby is also graduating this year, so I get to see them both get their degrees and send them off into the sunset watching them (censored) and (censored) as they go forward in their lives doing (censored) where ever they may go...I am so going to get killed by them tomorrow if they see this...

Unfortunately for today, I didn't do much because I slept from 6pm-11pm yesterday, and then 4am 'til 5pm today...so my plan to stay up all day and then try to get my sleeping hours straight didn't work, so I may need to think up a new plan, or ask my doctor to give me pills in order to actually sleep. And since I am going to get needles stabbed into me on the 25th, why not ask then? I will be at the hospital, so why not? Fortunately for me though, I actually got through my evening class tonight because of the overhaul of sleep I received, and managed to write actual notes instead of the usual chicken scratch I am able to jot down.

I hear that American Idol is back again. I can tell because I can hear the craptacular singing rising from the floor below me. *groans* Can't they just stop wasting precious money that they could put in other musical programs and get on with their lives? I mean, they're pretty much scraping the bottom of the barrel of talent and there isn't much left to listen to. The producers should wait at least 5-10 years after this one so they can wait for the younger singers to get older and will be finally eligible to participate into something like that! Honestly, I am surprised that the hosts haven't gone ballistic and started killing the ones who just cannot sing. I am sure that Charles Darwin would be proud.

*sighs* I have been contemplating recently whether or not I should try to go back to drawing. Maybe it might actually improve if I keep practicing. Yes, drawing and writing: the two things that I would love to do in life but cannot seem to feel like I am good at it. But, I may try to get back to it, although I cannot color worth crap, but at least I get the basics done I might continue (since a muse of mine has been making me doodle again in my note taking when I am bored to tears.

Ah, a certain problem has been coming up between me and my internet brothers, as well as almost everyone else I know. They're beginning to get annoyed with my low self-esteem and my negative attitude that I put upon myself. I believe that it's starting to be a problem to them and they may stop talking to me because of it. My bad attitude is starting to show in the outside world as well. I am scared that I might eventually push people away or force myself into a hole because I do not want to ruin the relationships I have with my friends, my family, and even my boyfriend. This is starting to become a major downside to the beginning of this year, and I hope that it won't become a growing concern that I might have to go see professional help about it.

*shakes her head* Anyway, I should probably try to get to bed. Hopefully I will post more since my laptop is attached to me now. ^-^ See you all laters!

-B-Chan